i feel tired,all the afternoon i had a terrible pain in stomach,one moment in bed,the other walking nonsense. i do not want to moan alot,because mom will worry.she already worries alot for me.
you asked me if i'd meet you,if you come here,i dont know.its hard now and it will be harder in that case.now i can force myself that you are not in my life,but then if you appear,what reason shall i find?