When you want
to hold my hand
as you walk
your path
know that there are
two sets of
footprints in the sand
One day
the sun shall rise
and the ice will melt
the will be no you
nor I
When there are
no more footprints
to remember me by
glance at your hand
holding mine
for the sun has set
and the snow has melt.

If you cannot join me
in my darkness
or weep as my heart breaks
I will ask what love is.
Will you buy me cigarettes
in the morning?
and serve me whiskey for lunch?
If you won't
I will ask what love is.
Can you see me in my empty eyes?
then feel the void in your heart?
If not, I will ask what love is.
In my asking
will you ask with me?
And if you shall
I will know what love is.

if i tell you i love you,can i keep you forever?
you remmeber this phrase?

there are times i cant stop thinking about you,missing you,writting about you or talking to you. i so badly miss your voice but i dont dare to call you,i know i might lose myself.i wanted to call you on ur brtday,at the exact time u were born but i didnt. i wanna hear your laughs,your tiny little voices,your silence.i miss you boo.

sometimes i think everything is finished,that i should just wait,
but there are times when i think i should start things again but start what? i cant see anything in future,it scares me,i think about ot and when it comes to my mind that i might not be there it slaps me in the face.
i know it all may sound silly but i feel this way.